This Is How It Is.

There was nothing left, nowhere else to go,
Life seemed empty, not even the usually glow.
The only thing I could do was drown,
Drown, with no help, no way out, just die as I go down.
Down into the blackness, feeling confusion, and pain,
So torn, and broken, with the ravishing sensation of trying to sustain
A better and happier way of life,
But as soon as it would get going, something happened and like the switch of a knife,
It was gone with out a trace,
No proof of a happy devoted girl, just emptiness, and nothing to embrace.

Yes I know this is shitty, but it was just a random thing I wrote about how I feel/felt.