when will you feel

When will you feel the pain?

when will you finally uderstand

What pain really feels like

Is there anyone who knows what i feel?

or only guess's

that never add up to the real thing

not even close

when will you feel, my "soul"

when will you feel me?

I dont uderstand why we go threw this

why the suffering just builds up untill we explode

is that what my life will be like.......

i would much rather die