Now

Waste my time running in circles

Waste my time going bad on the vine

I spent the last year walking through the fire

Now I do believe it's my turn to shine

Waste my time walking in rythym

Waste my time talking in rhyme

I spent the last year in a Mexican freefall

I do believe it's my turn to climb

I used to think I was born to know trouble

I used to think I was a born-again clown

I used to think I had everybody guessing

I looked like I was flying high when I was falling down

I used to think I was born in a hurricane

I used to think I was jumping jack flash

I used to think I was a victim of circumstance

Beating up on everyone all the time

I should have been kicking myself

in my own ass

Now I don't worry about the future much

Now I don't think about the past

Now I'm learning how to laugh again

This is where I want to be now

Now I'm tired of the drama club

Now I'm sick with all the hate

Yeah, it's been one hell of a hard year

This is where I want to be now