Sorry, Mommy.

So there’s these words
And they’re racking my brain
I cant stop thinking
Maybe this could be different
Or would it all be the same
Who knows at all
Who knows at all

You start to slip and fall
Hoping someone will catch you
Hope someone will see
This breaking heart

I’ve made some bad choices
And I can see why they’ve hurt you
But don’t take it that way
It’s not because of you
I never meant to, meant to

I’m really sorry mommy
I wish you could forgive me
But I see the pain I’ve caused
And I don’t deserve you thoughts
Erase the memories
Erase the memories

I’m not perfect, you see that
I’m not one of a kind, just me
Yet you have every right
To yell and scream at me
Because this is my wrong
And its punishing you, I’m sorry

Forget me
Erase me
Ban me
And hate me
Do something to
Forsake me

I wont care
As long as your happy
And smiling, and not crying
I am so sorry, mommy

 
I understand if you hate
That you love me