I Shouldn't

I shouldn't still have those feelings

I shouldn't still care

This is too much to handle

Too much for one girl to have to bare

I shouldn't still love you

I shouldn't still feel this way

It is hard for me to admit

That I'm not okay

I shouldn't still feel love for you

I shouldn't still jump whenever the phone rings

Hoping it is you

With all of the happiness and joy you bring

I shouldn't still feel like there is a connection

I shouldn't still feel like you understand

Whenever we just sit and talk

And you offer me a helping hand

I shouldn't still worry for you

I shouldn't still wonder

Why I still love you

But I can't help but ponder