Departure(Why did you leave?)

    An abrupt depature from my life has left my soul wombed;

    for me to abhour someone with a passion and with every fiber of my being is draining my life completely.

  I absorb my vacant heart as if it's a part of me.

I abused my own body the way you taught me best.

How could someone like you be killing me softly?

When it rains I ache in places that pireces my soul and there no where for me to go.

There's nothing for me to do but absorb in this pain that I have claimed.

I abhere onto this illness that you have caused in my now empty life.

I'm disturb inside and out, but not only that my skin crawls with anxiety.

Why would you do this to me?

Why would you abandon me with even giving us a try, and

Why would you leave my life without saying goodbye?

See I know goodbye is hard word, but that's not why you left.

You're are just a typical boy who gets what he wants and leave girls all alone.

I can't believe I trusted you with something that was precious to me.

I thought it was love, but I guess it was just an illusion.

You made me feel as though you cared, but I know what you did to me isn't fair.

Sometime life isn't fair and you have to move on, but that was something that I was suppose to bring along.

You gained my trust and used it to your advantage and all you did was caused my life so much damage.

This departure that was so abrupt and unknown has left me feeling empty and discouraged.

If I hate you so much why do I feel this way?

Is it because you abandoned me; or

Is it because you took my virginity?

I was vulerable and weakened by my loss and wasn't you who I was weaken by;

it was myself, how could have been so mindless?

How could I have been feeled with so much curiosity, and

why do I feel this pain now that you have left you?

You used me, but I guess that's what you do best.

But I know that it's my own fault that my life is a mess.

(Departure)

Author's Note: See this did happen to me, but it also happens to other girl too. So when you do decided to lose it make sure it's to the right person or you're going to regret it. Don't be in a hurry and don't do it because everyone else does, because you're your own person. Your Virginity is precious and you make sure it stays that way.!!!!!

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