I Was Never Like This Until Today

As the river falls I know new disgrace

I never thought you could make me feel this way

I was never like this until today

Fragile I am you say which now is true

I long to be numb and not feel this about you

But the flood of emotion comes in waves my way

I don’t remember feeling like this until today

You say this is not me

I beg to differ because this is who I see

From behind the blue eyes and liquid tears

I only know of a clear sky that disappears

You’re sorry, you say

But how can I believe this is not another act in your play

I didn’t know that you never knew me well

I thought of you better then, I now say farewell

You say you don’t want to make me feel this way,

How can I trust these words today?

So, truth be told

I will miss what little friendship that was there, as it grows cold

Maybe we will meet again

And maybe we can recall friendship that was once alive then

But for now I must feel this way

I was never like this until today