Losing The One Who Mattered Most

Deeply hidden feelings behind his hazel eyes.
It's his words that kill me, they cause my demise.

Stuck inside the center watching him love her so.
I want to leave so badly, but I can't just let him go.

He was there when everyone wasn't.
When I was too blind to understand that he would have done anything 
If it meant I would hold his hand.

But I fucked it up. I lost it. I didn't know what to do.
So now I sit here waiting and hoping that I'll get my someone too.