Just Enough

How can you say it?
You don't mean it.
I know it.

I laugh to cover it up.
But it builds up.
Put your facade up.
Someone might tear you up.

Trying to withstand you.
Trying to see through you.
Trying to be you.
But no one will know you.
I know you.

Guiltless pain.
Tired pain.
Writhing pain.
Unforgotten pain.
Feel the pain?
Take the pain.

Forgetting to remember.
Remember to let go.
At least we have each other.
At least I thought so.
Breaking down the middle.
I can still feel the chains
Securing me against the wall.
Blood pouring from my vains.

Smooth.
Dark.
Flashes through my head.
Those amazing fire eyes.
I wish you were dead.
You took all you wanted.
There is nothing left
Leave me here.
So I can just...drift.