Fallen

My heart drops in my chest
your eyes slow my breaths
two seconds and already I feel it again
I can still remember back then
the last time I had fallen
now this is dropping in.
I fall in different ways
then I fall on separate days
first him, now you
tell me, which is true?
I try to find something to hold, something within
but you've already swept me into ruin.
I want to stop this, right in its tracks
but it's all over, my heart goes too fast
too late for me, freedom is death
my heart is yours, this is breath.