Slitting his Wrists so Softly

You are slitting your wrists so softly,

I can hardly hear the pain.

Can she not contain you?

Make her love plain?

Is she not enough for you?

Can she not make you happy?

I am scared,

One Day,

I'll come home.

You'll finally be there.

Lying in a pool of blood.

Slit for the last time.

Your throat.

Your heart.

Mine.

You don't realize you cut me down,

When you cut you.

Am I not enough for you?

A friend.

There for you.

Every day.

I love you with all my heart and tell you.

Do you not understand?

My friend went through the same thing.

He stopped.

Why can't you?

I don't want you to go to hospital again.

So I won't tell them.

Why did you do it,

When she,

The one I hate so much,

Broke your heart,

And did you over?

Like she broke me.

She destroyed my confidence,

And every part of me,

that was still me.

I am screaming on the inside.

Letting it all stay hidden.

I am rubbish with feelings.

At least I keep it.

Keep sane.

Keep from being depressed.

I will not follow you.

I will not lead you.

I will stand beside you,

Or behind you.

Please let me in!

Tell me what's wrong...

What is hurting you on the inside - so much?

You are killing your self.

Killing me softly.

Killing yourself belief.

Killing your pain.

You are making It stronger.

With all your silly games.

Why can't you just stop?

And let it be?

Live through the pain..

Let it take you over.

Just stop.

Pretending.

Let me be.

Myself.

I am hurting too, you know!

I have my own reasons - for self hate,

And destruction.

But I don't let it take me over, Like You.

You are pain,

And suffering,

Embodied in one boy.

Why is it so hard for you

Life.

It should be such a breeze.

Such a free thing.

That only stings you,

Sometimes.

When the stormy weather approaches.

What is wrong with me?

that I can't save you.

What is wrong with her?

Your love.

we are all friends.

But you are the dependent one.

The lost one.

The lost soul.

the talent.

Is it always this way.

Your poetry so beautiful