so unsure and hurting

It hurts to love you, for I’m afraid of my heart breaking. It hurts that I need your, and the energy its taking. I love you so much. I want and need your touch. I feel sick when  you’re not around. So insecure, that I am bound. Not able to think of other things in life. All I think of is you and how I want to be your wife. I am not sure what to do. I am not sure where to go. Am only content when love for me you show. I have a burning desire to be everything to you, your all. I get a sick feeling while waiting around for you to call. I am so insecure. Am so unsure. It is hurting me. It is hurting us. I am hurting you by not leaving you be. My Heart is taken. Yet my heart is aching. And now my heart is breaking.