Ending It all

I take a look at reality,

life is so screwed up,

I take the bade and push it deeper into my skin,

I'm wishing it would all end,

He cheated and I can't deal wiht the pain anymore,

and I know I have nothing left in life to gain,

The abuse and hurt that I went through with him

kills me more and more every day,

I live with the guilt of throwing my life away to drugs and shit,

and now I want it all to end,

so that's why I'm through living this damn lie,

and why I have to end it all,

the pain and hurt kills me inside and that's why I've decided to end my life.