Daily

daily i dream of what life could be

daily i wish i was someone else

daily i say " i miss him but he hurt me i can't go back" and then i think of him

daily i find myself writing his name in my notebooks

daily i brake down crying when i hear his name

daily i hurt someone else to feel like someone knows how i feel

daily i walk by his house

daily i stare for hours at the blade i cut his name into my arm with

daily i see families fall apart

daily i feel the pain of others

daily i wonder if i was meant to be born

daily i can say i'm happy but i won't be ok

daily i feel the harshness of people i thought were kind

daily i loss more and more of myself

daily i fear that my life is close to it's end

daily i see my friends in pain

daily i feel freazing

daily i see things that should happen

daily someone hurts me

daily a new person come into my life

daily i ask god why im here

daily i feel his hate for  me

daily i ask why it was her not me

daily people i care for leave me

daily feelings rush out of me

daily i lie in bed wondering if i have reason

daily i hurt myself to keep from dreaming

daily my parents fight

daily my brorthers hit me

daily my friends get mad at me

daily im called emo

daily a life that had just started is ended