you turn away

you tell yourself... she'll be okay.
and you just turn and look away.

when you know down deep.
the promise you did not keep.
you said youd love me for forever.
i guess forever doesnt last very long.
as i sit and listen to "our" love songs.

you turn away.
and just watch me lay.
on the bathroom floor.
i lock the door.
cut way to deep.
and bleed myself to sleep.

you turn away likes its not your fault.
you turn away likes its not your problem.
you turn away like you never really loved me.
please open your eyes and see.

this is when i need you the most.
when i talk about suicide, you turn away.
you tell me to just pray.
athesists dont pray. please dont turn away.
hold me.
love me like you use to.
before i leave this world.
all because of you.