The Ups and Downs

You ask me if I'm still yours,
And if our love is true,
but, baby, I think I might have
Fallen out of love with you.

I once contained these feelings,
So strong, I could not figure out.
How I could love one guy so much?
and what it was all about?

We spent so much time together,
Time so short; we wanted more.
But your job took you away,
I let you walk right out the door.

Now our constant fighting kills me,
And your words tear at my heart.
My body's lost all feeling,
Since you and I have been apart.

My mind is full of bitter thoughts,
My heart is full of hate.
The only thing that I can do
Is make you think we're great.

At times I think I'm happy,
Because I know I still have you.
But my heart lies shattered in pieces,
And in need of super glue.

You've been my heart, my soul, my life.
But all good things must end.
I'm not sure I can handle,
Being more than just your friend.

I've spent two years on you,
And I didn't realize the cost.
I feel as if those two long years,
Are now forever lost.

To be completely honest,
I don't know what to do.
You're depressed and suicidal,
So should I stay with you?

I guess I'm just complaining,
Its really not that bad.
I guess I should just shut my mouth,
Stay with you, and be glad.

Glad someone wants to be with me,
That someone says they care.
I do still love you baby,
Its just hard without you there.