was it fear? can't possibly mean her f8

intern of heartache

umpire of life

brought back by prayers

from your dying hearted time

countless by fears

of tragedy and crime

each time i try

i wanna rip out

your heart and cry

sent here in times

by passing

letting go of all i know

for just 1 kiss

one touch, to hold me

tight in nightmares of

complication

i can't get out of

with my sorrows

still in touch

bringing down

eyes of fire

burning deep from

hells own place of pure

despair, contemplating

on are you going down

are you relli worth

the pain???!

catching each and

every moment

by its tails

as a dagger

i catch

falling straight

through my heart

bringing lifeless memories

i see it all pass by

understanding

now what life was

felt like for you

it was fucken hell!!

now im sitting here

all alone

im lost left in this place

im not any more @ home

iv called each and every breathe back

to my mouth but still

im studdering

i cant get one word out

im failing to hold

those memories

that kept me from falling

apart

and how i can't speak

can't care im suffered here

because iv lost my

only love

it was fear