HOLE INSIDE

TIRED OF LIFE ALL THIS CRAP

WISH I COULD JUST GO BACK

INTO TIME BEFORE I KNEW WHO YOU WHERE

TAKE BACK ALL THE LOVE I GAVE

AND ALL THE PROMISE I MADE

GOING THROUGH LIFE FULL OF RAGE

ALL THIS PAIN TURNED INTO HATE

I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT SEEING YOU FOR YOU

AND IN RETURN I INDEED HATE YOU

HATE YOU FOR BEING WHO YOU TRULY ARE

WHYD YOU TAKE 11 YEARS TO SHOW YOURSELF

WHY DID I NOT SEE THE TRUTH BEHIND YOUR LIES

WHY WAS I BLIND TO WHAT YOU DID

WHY WAS I NOT AWARE OF ALL YOUR SINS

NOW IM LOST AND ALONE

BECAUSE NO WOMAN A BROKEN SOUL

TRYING TO RECAPTURE MYSELF

BUT IM FIGHTING A NEVER WINNING WAR

I HAVE MY GOOD DAYS AND MY BAD

BUT SEEMS LIFE KEEPS KICKING MY ASS

I TAKE ONE STEP FORWARD AND FIVE STEEPS BACK

I CANT RECREATE THE LIFE I ALWAYS THOUGHT ID HAVE

SO I LIVE THIS LIFE OF BROKEN DREAMS

PUT A FAKE SMILE ON AND TRY TO HOLD BACK ALL MY TEARS

EYES ARE MADE TO GLISTEN FROM SUNSHINE

AND NOT POUR OUT TEARS

SMILES ARE MADE TO BE REAL AND FULL

NOT FAKE AND EMPTY LKE YOUR SOUL

THEY SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

THEY SAY IM STRONG AND CAN MAKE

WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY TO SAY

THEY DONT FEEL MY PAIN OR HURT

THEY DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL INSIDE

THEY DONT LOOK INTO A MIRROR AND SEE WHAT I SEE

THE EMPTY STARE LOOKING BACK AT ME

IF MY EYES COULD TELL A STORY IT WOULD BE ONE OF PAIN

IF YOU COULD SEE MY HEART IT WOULD BE IN A MILLION PIESCES

YOU SAY YOU UNDERSTAND BUT YOU DONT

YOU DONT FEEL WHAT I DO NOR YOU NEVER HAVE

NOR WILL YOU EVER FEEL MY PAIN

LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE WHAT I SEE

THE DARKNESS AND FEAR WILL SCARE YOU

THE LONLINESS WILL MAKE YOU SCREAM

DONT FEAR THE REAPER BECAUSE THE REAPER FEARS ME

DONT ASK IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO SEE

FEEL MY PAIN HEAR MY WORDS

THE STRENGTH THAT I ONCE HAD HAS NOW CONCURED

IM GOING THROUGH THIS LIFE ALL ALONE

DONT KNOCK CAUSE NO ONES HOME

NO ONE LIVES HERE ANYMORE

AS MY BODY STILL LAYS ON THE FLOOR

NO SCREAMS NO WORRIES NO TROUBLES HERE

NO MORE PAIN NO MORE TEARS

HERE I LE DYING ALONE

GLAD YOU CAME BUT NO ONES HOME