Sorrows

The sorrow of not seeing you everyday,
missing you so how could I have known,
that this would end the way it has,
sorrow of not reacting when I should,
saying I love you, and going on and on,
in my life with out you,
knowing all my chances are gone,
I guess now i should say good by to my dreams,
hoping instead to some day see you again,
if your with someone else, i guess ill just walk away,
but that us probably worse, than saying good bye,
so sad ill miss you so,
i cannot stop thinking about you,
it makes me want to cry instead
deep inside i hide,
Not being able to say sorry enough,
over and over,
so i guess this is good bye?