In my dreams.

Envisioning you in my mind,
your beauty is just to much for me to take,
not believing I could be yours,
how could I be with someone so fine?
I don't know how I can be the one for you,
Wanting all this to happen so much,
how do I tell myself yes,
never wanting to hurt you at all,
is it a real thing? not but a dream?
telling so you may understand where I am,
coming from above so you may understand,
I know more than i could ever express or tell you,
why I'm not really sure,
I don't know maybe because, I have been hurt
so many times from before that I cant
let myself be happy, plus many other bad things in my life,
I probably, should have told you, all those things,
so now you may know, sooner,
because a lot of things are going to change,
I know you are with me every waking moment of the day, and yes
even in my dreams,
I wish I could change all these feelings and for get you,
but. I guess its not just going to happen.