Everyday

Everyday is getting harder and harder.
More and more tears come,
My heart slowly cracks,
I conceal it to you,
My heart,
You kick it. kill it. stop the beating.
I cry and you laugh,
I plead and beg you smile and kick harder,
You treat me like I am nothing,
Maybe I am nothing.
Who fucking knows who fucking cares.
All I know is I am tired of you hurting me,
And rebuilding me.
It's leaving scars on me!
Scars that Bleed,
Makes your comforting words,
Take on the form of the devil!
Please let me go.
Please let me live.
You win. I lose.
Just If your going to keep me...
Heal. me. Quick.