why me?

suddenly my tears have come back

god why me

suddenly i look back on the past

god why me

im sick of my life being like this

god why me

so i go to my bathroom

god why me

i turn out the lights

god why me

i put another cut on my wrist

god why me

the cut bleeds my soul clean

god why me

i am yet again clensed for now

god why me

people point and stare

god why me

they joke that im gaining weight

god why me

i go home

god why me

into the bathroom i go

god why me

put up the toilet seat

god why me

and i am yet again cleansed

god why me

i go into the living room

god why me

my mother yet again fighting

god why me

i am becoming her

god why me

i am just as angry

god why me

just as devastated

god why me

im becoming a monster

god why me

why do i have these problems

god why me

why do you choose my life

god why me

im so.....