what i should be doing

What is should be doing

I can’t think,

You’ve got me all mixed up

Confused on what I should be doing

And what I want to do

I think constantly of your heart’s desire

That I forget what is it that my heart is saying

“I beat until the end for you”

Why the rose?

A rose dies

But the sun burns forever brightly until the end

The rose can cause pain and then dies

So is that love?

Dying and painful

Beautiful yes

But my mind refuses to know