numb

The morning wakes me, light burning my eyes,

I try to hold that moment where i forget about all the lies.

But the emptyness crawls up my spine,

bring it all back short in time,

As the memories come unfold,

I can feel my heart turning cold,

colder then yesterday or every befor,

because the pain inside hurts so much more.

sitting still lost in thought,

now my hearts a frozen knot.

Growing numb from all the pain,

now i know there's nothing to gain.