I'm hurting but can't be freed

I can't seem to get these memories out of my head.
Even though in my heart I pronounced them dead.
A shock of hurt
A loss of worth
I'm stuck in the past, a narrow minded path.

I can't hear a word there saying.
Do they think I'm slowly fading?
Swallow that blue pill
They know I will

Does it seem to odd
Does it seem so sad
Spinning and spinning threw my fears.
Crying and crying for all these years.

I don't quite understand
Can they make it any clearer
I'm the princess of believers
Can they make it any easier

It's all part of me
I'm looking but can't see
I'm listening but it can't be
I'm hurting but can't be freed.