last chance to breathe

the pain is fading out and im left here all alone,

i dont know where to go from here,i cant do this on my own.

with every word of venom they spew out,i feel the stabs to my soul,

with every wound inflicted,infection leaving me so cold.

i feel like im crawling around blind,haunted by all i thought i left behind.

its getting hard to breathe,its like im suffocating here,

but im void of all emotion,i dont remember how it is to feel.

the walls begin to close in,and a stifling fear descends.

im not sure of who i am inside,or if there is anyone in there i recognize.

i cant even feel if my heart is beating,

and the shadow im plagued by is never fleeting.

i need an escape,something to ease my mind,

someway to break the chains that constrict and confine.

i dont really know where to go but i do know i should leave,

because this could be my last chance to breathe...