I am the foe

Crush after crush

Like after Like

it feels as if a rollercoaster

a never ending hike

Why is it my feelings go overboard

all the time so easy

It doesn't take much

to go head over heels crazy

All I think about

is the feeling I've never had

the thing everyone talks about

It seems as if a new fad

like love is a sport

in which few can't compete

where you just can't keep up

It feels like defeat

My heart tells me one thing

My head says another

to let my guard down

reveal myself, uncover

and its just that feeling

you know of being alone

that needles my head

Until I am grown

and I just feel like shit

because few will know

that I hold myself back

because I am my own foe