its always something isn't it...I wonder why. but if I spoke at one constant volume, with one constant pitch, with one constant rythme, right into your ear. you still won't hear.
start being open with yourself and open to wisdom. don't wollow in your own narcisistic perseption of yourself and how the world owes you something because mommy and daddy didn't teach you how to drive...or how you saw your friend die...or some hot married chick humped you and left.
i dealt with it and came back stronger from it. i helped his family catch who killed him. that took alot, believe me. and i think i am responsible for his death man.
BOREING. wha wha wha I saw someone die. How does THAT make you a man? what did you do about it? Death happens all the time. How bout I tell YOU to man up again and come back once you've acctually been RESPONSIBLE for a death.