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Created: 08/29 11:54 am
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Why I am the way I am...
This just happened recently. I just asked my mom to go to church with my boyfriend. She was yelling, and we began to argue. My mom thinks I'm crazy. That, I'm not worried about because I know I'm not. Mom is Bipolar, and she isn't on her meds. She thinks I am too, and I wouldn't doubt that but, anyways. She just yells at me. She kept saying stuff like "Get away from my door." I hit her door (it was locked) to get rid of my anger at her, which I shouldn't have done, but she just cannot be nice today. I'm not quite over it now, but what she did, and what she does... really hurts me. Not like "OMG SHE JUST F-ING P***** ME OFF!", like "My mom does not show that she loves me." I never hear her say, "I love you, Halie" as often anymore, and I know I'm not the only one. You pronounce it like "Haylee", my name that is. They say that God tries to challenge you with arguements, but it was so emotionally intense that neither of us won. My step dad, Tim won, because he came into the house calm, and went back to the room to talk to mom. Then, he went outside to mow the lawn. Guy's I'm serious. Normal families do not act like this. How does your family treat you? Is it good, bad? I feel terrible right now. I really didn't have to type this, but I needed to talk about it. I'm crying right now, that's how bad it hurts. I need support. Anyone?
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