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Created: 10/18 09:10 am
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Have you ever noticed something about good and evil? I have more than once deeply hurt the feelings of someone who did nothing wrong to me, and out of pure jealousy. I let it out instead of getting caught up in myself. That's the only thing about it that's was any good. The rest was my evil side which came from my emotion of jealousy. There was only, at that time, one reason why I would ever let my fury out on someone else, and for three years. The answer to that is two sentences back. I don't want to repeat the word, but what I'm trying to get to (so I can make a point) is the little piece of light that protects a soul that's been hurt. After learning all of these lessons that were, indeed, for my well being, it has opened my eyes to the light that's in every single one of us. I see it not only in the people that I've hurt, but also in your average teenage moment. Ever since I have moved from what drove me almost insane for three years, I've healed permanently in some way. However, from the incident of the most hurtful thing that I have ever said to someone, I could not touch this person, be it emotionally or physically. Why? I broke a very good heart that is still healing, and I angered another that will never forget what I did, and have done. I am no longer so guilty of what I've done because I have apologized. When I thought I didn't care anymore, Jesus made me think different. He sent a message to my conscience saying that I still cared, but in a good way. I did my best to mean it, and wash away all that I did, but I can't finish that on my own. I was saved when was I ten years old. I just thought that there was Jesus, and that as long as you knew there was a God, you would go to Heaven. I never heard of being saved, I never knew about Baptism, and I definitely wasn't getting the whole picture of Christianity. My wrongs were washed away before, but getting Baptized will finish all of this. It's going to relieve me of my past. I will send out prayers that I will find me the right path to Him. I have once prayed for someone's religion. He was an atheist. So I asked God to help him, and he did. The guy is now agnostic. An Agnostic is someone who has no doubt there is a God, but believes some people just take it too seriously. It's better than nothing, and "for the record", he goes to church now. It's not just myself being evil that I've noticed the light from. My enemies are many. They gang up on me so they won't have to face me alone. My question is: What do they want? A lecture promotion? "Oh, it's okay, you can still say that stuff to me." There's your example of one. The teenage world is not divided into werewolves and vampires. There is both good and evil in all of us. What matters is the part we choose to act on.
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