Never Ever Have I Ever Ch. 18

"Baby, I'm sorry." Forrest told me as I walked up my sidewalk to my house.
"No your not." I said looking at him.
"Yes I am." He said his eyes asking for forgiveness.
"I shoulda known." I said turning and walking towards my house.
"Shoulda known what?" He asked confused. I turned around a tear falling down my face.
"That guys like you don't change." I said looking at him.
"But I want to. I want to change for you, its just hard." He said looking at me again. Those eyes, those lying eyes actually making me feel bad for him.
"Whatever." I said turning and running into my house. Of course noone was home, Jaxx was busy with Macy and mom and dad were at work as always. I closed the door and rested me forehead on it. I loved him, it was so hard to just walk away, to forget what we had. I felt tears fall from my eyes as my face grew hot. Maybe all relationships were like this? Maybe I'm supposed to forgive and forget? How should I know, I've never had a relationship before. I shook my head. No. I turned from the door and grabbed a tub of ice cream out of my freezer. I sat on my couch and put on my favorite movie and relaxed.

I looked at the clock. 5 pm. Jaxx should be home soon. My movie wasn't over yet, but I decided to change into my comfy clothes. I ran upstairs and threw on my jogging pants and a huge wrestling t-shirt that used to be my brothers and ran back downstairs to finish my movie. I layed out on the couch. My stomach holding my icecream. I smiled. This was what I loved to do the most. I layed there for awhile and began to fall asleep but was disturbed by a knock at the door. I growned.

"Gosh Jaxx, do you ever remember your key?" I asked through the door as I unlocked it. I saw the unfamiliar shoes and looked up to those bright green eyes.
"Well, I'm pretty sure I don't have a key." He said. I blushed, clearly embarrased. He laughed.
"How do you know where I live?" I asked confused.
"Well you see," He paused for a second. "I asked someone." He said.
"And why would you do that?"
"Well, I needed to make sure that you weren't in any harm. You know? Had to make sure that douche from earlier hadn't tried to like kidnap you or anything."
"So you came to check on me?" I asked, leaning against the door frame.
"Pretty much so."
"Well I'm sure you'd be happy to know that I'm perfectly safe. Oh and by the way that douche from earlier, lives right there." I said pointing to his house. "So next time your insulting him," I lowered my voice. "You might want to be a tad bit quiter." I put my finger to my lips when I said this.  He smiled.
"I'll be sure to remember that." He said. I walked back into my house.
"Well. Then now that you know I'm safe I'm sure you'd like to be on your way." I said shutting the door. I heard a knock directly afterward.
"I'm sorry ma'am, but how do I know that your not being held against your will? You know how do I know that someone isn't in there making you act normal?" He said, I smiled.
"How do I know that your not just saying that to get in my house?" I said looking up at him.
"Well I guess your just gonna have to trust me. but I'm still not to sure that someone isn't in there." He said looking in the door. I laughed.
"Would you like to come check?" I asked. "Would that make you feel better?"
"Actually yes. Yes it would." I opened the door and let him in.
"See noones in here."
"How do I know he isn't hiding?"
"Would you like to check?"
"May I?"
"Be my guest." I said as he began to search my house. I sat back down on the couch and watched as he walked up stairs. I laughed and watched the tv.
"Hey, Kim, I think I found something." I heard him yell down the stairs. I laughed. This was going to be amussing. I walked up stairs and looked around until I found him in my room.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Shh. You'll scare it." I laughed. "I think it's under your bed." He whispered. "Look and see."
"Why should I look, aren't you supposed to be the protector man." I asked.
"Just look would you?" I laughed and got down to look under my bed.
"Ahh, just as I suspected." He said.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Those pants do make your ass look big." He said. I sat down and looked at him.
"PERV."I yelled. He laughed. "Not funny." I said looking down at the floor.
"Oh come on I was joking. You don't really have a butt." He said. I looked at him and grabbed a pencil that was on my floor and threw it at him. "What?" He said laughing. I smiled. This was fun, him and me, he was pretty cool. Me and Forrest we could never hang out like this and have this much fun over something so little. Forrest, Gosh what he did. Why? Why did he do it? Am I not good enough for him? I felt someone pick me up and set me back down. Arms wrapped around me and I put my head on Cal's shoulder and cried. He rubbed my back.
"It'll be okay." He said over and over.
"No it won't." I finally said. "What's wrong with me, What is so bad about me that would make him cheat on me?" I said scooting out of Cal's lap and landed inbetween his legs.
"Babe, it's not you. It's him that has the problem." Cal said. I looked up at him. His face was foggy from the tears that were still in my eyes.
"No, something has to be wrong with me for him to do that with someone else, for him to have sex with someone else." I said.
"Did you ever have sex with him?"
"HELL NO." I said mad. He put his hands on my waist.
"Shh, don't yell you'll scare it." I laughed. "I didn't mean to offened you, I was just asking."
I smiled.
"I know."
"But that's the problem, He's one of 'those' guys, the kind that want sex and since you weren't giving it to him, he went elsewhere, which was his lose." I smiled as he said this.
"Thanks." I said. I looked at his eyes. "You know, I'm actually glad he did this, it was the perfect timing."
"For what?"
"You, right when he did this you show up. Out of nowhere. This gorgeous, understanding, nice caring person."
"Well thanks." He said. I saw him move his face closer to mine.
"Now mister you wouldn't be tring to take advantage of a girl on rebound are you?" I whispered and moved my face closer to his.
"What if I am? Would she not like this?" He inched his lips closer to mine.
"Oh, no. She'd like this alot." I said. We both finished the last couple of inches to the other ones lips. They collided. His sweet lips to mine. I wanted him, for some reason i wanted him. More then I ever wanted Forrest. Which was why I didn't refuse as he lay me on my floor. Our kiss grew deeper. I felt his warm hand on my stomach. Then I heard the door downstairs open. I growned.
"That's probably my brother." I whispered.
"Dang."
"I'll take care of him." I said smiling up at him. He smiled too. I crawled out from under him. He moaned. I smiled. This was going to be fun.

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