An Unpredictable Love 13

Kali

My insides were screaming as I told Renee that I was not a virgin anymore. What if she told Hyden? Then what would he think? I mean I like him…I like him A LOT and what if this whole Steve thing ruins it all? Hyden then came in 20 minutes later. I knew he was listening any way. Renee decided that she was unwanted and disappeared.

“Kali, I love you. I love you with my heart.” I thought this was totally cheesy. Telling me before I died that is IF I was going to die. 

“That’s good to know.” I brushed it off at first.  Until it really got to me.

“Did you hear me? I said I am in love with you. Why…. why are you crying? Why are you not responding? Kali?” I was too dizzy. My heart monitor started to go crazy. It was all too much for me. I started to black out as I started to have a seizer. I could hear Hyden calling for the nurse. I heard footsteps and the voice of the 19-year old. Why in hell does he always pop up at random moments? If I survive this I must ask. Suddenly it went all white. All I could see was white light. It was too bright. I didn’t recognize anything. I looked down and saw Hyden crying. It was odd because I didn’t know why, then the doctor came in. “Yo doctor! Why am I looking down? Why is it bright? HEY, HEY SOMEONE? ANYONE?” No one listen or heard me.

“I’m afraid she’s dead. I’m so sorry Hyden.  Her internal bleeding started again.”

“Leave her heart monitor on just incase. Please?” The doctor nodded.

It hit me hard. I was dead just hardly 17 and dead. I started to cry…so did my body. What the hell??

“Kali? Kali, listen to me if you can hear me, give me a little tiny smirk.” Of course not my finer a wiggle that was after all too cliché.  I myself had a little smile on my face. My body twitched the lips. This was way too weird. Hyden started crying again. My heart wasn’t beating yet I was moving.

“Hyden don’t cry I’m right here! Please I love you too! I’m right here. Look with your eyes! PLEASE! PLEASE LOOK! I’M NOT DEAD LOOK UP! YOU’LL SEE ME!” I sobbed. It was too hard for me. My body’s heart started beating again. As a flood of tears came Hyden was so amazed he couldn’t say or do anything but cry as well. The nurses and doctor came back in. But why wasn’t I waking up? “Hello. I’m alive why aren’t I waking up!? SOMEONE? ANYONE? OPERA? GOD? MOSES? SAINT PETER?” No one but a light answered. All of this was making me frustrated. Why cant God come and tell me why I’m like this?

“Don’t be scared child. You are alive. Your sprit is just rejected. You are in a coma. Your body has had too much to deal with. It’ll last for a week. Then you’ll become accepted again into your body.” Oh great that made me happy.  I hope this means I can do whatever I wanted. Hummmm maybe I should visit my Uncle. I “Floated” to the jail where my uncle was at. I checked my pockets and I had a Sharpie. Sweet. I started to write.

“Hey uncle how does it feel to be in jail? Told you someday this is where you’d end up. As for me? You killed me!”

I started to laugh as I threw a rock at him. He turned and screamed like a little girl.

“Haha now who’s defenseless? NOT ME! Hahaha. Hey uncle?”

In a weak voice he asked “W-what?”

“Who was my father? Do you even know?”

He nodded as he pointed at himself.  That pissed me off.  And I wrote

“FUCK THAT’S FUCKING GROSS! YOU RAPED YOUR OWN DAUGHTER?”

“No. I raised you I’m not your biological father…. that’s Roy Pierson.” My uncle thought he was going crazy but that’s okay. I wanted to make him fear me.

I left.  I hunted down the lady who was holding onto my hand earlier.

“Mark, what did you find out?” The lady asked

“She’s…Dead. She died. I can’t believe that I didn’t get to see more of my sister.”

“Well it IS a shame.” The lady said softly.

“Why did you just leave her?” The boy pondered.

“I couldn’t handle it…Her screaming and crying…and always complaining about Ronny. So I left her, besides that I had you and your father Mark.”

That BITCH. SHE WAS MY MOTHER! Mark looked at her with the most horrid look frozen on his face.

“That’s still no excuse! He RAPED her!!! I saw all the bruises on her little body!” Mark hollered.

“Enough Mark! I know what I did! She’s dead now what does it matter?”

“IT MATTERS BECAUSE-“ I had had enough; I slammed my fist into the wall forgetting that I now was a ghost. I then left I had heard more then what I wanted!...........TO BE CONTINUED.........