Untrusted Love [26]

He started to try to kiss her neck. Allie tried pulling away but something in her mind wouldn't let her say no to anything Nick would do or say.

Allie put her hands on his chest while he sucked at her neck. He pulled her body off the wall then stopped kissing her. He picked her up then started walking further to the back of the store.

Allie started kissing his neck. Nick saw that there was a small room in the back of the store. He opened the door and took Allie in with him. He shut the door and locked it behind him. There was a desk in the room. He sat Allie on it then started kissing her lips again.

Allie locked her hands around the back of his neck. Nick could hear her breathing become faster and louder. He started kissing lower down to her neck, sucking on the opposite side this time.

Little moans would be heard coming out of Allie's breathing every few seconds. Nick took his lips away from her skin and looked at her.

He started unbuttoning his shirt while looking at her. She took her hands off of the back of his neck then kissed his lips. She wrapped her legs around his waist and started kissing him more. He finally unbuttoned the last button on his shirt then took it off and let it fall to the floor. He had a white shirt underneath but kept it on.

He went back for Allie's neck and started kissing and sucking at it more. Allie started pulling at Nick's pants. So he unbottoned them. He suddenly stopped doing everything he was doing. He closed his eyes tightly and shook his head.

"What's wrong?" Allie asked.

"I don't have a condom."

Allie stared at him, not knowing what to say. "Would they have any here?"

"I don't know."

"Go check." She pushed. He buttoned his pants and picked up his shirt.

"Wait." Allie grabbed his shirt from him.

"Hey, I need that." He smiled.

"I need it more than you do." She laughed.

"Alright, I'll be back in a second." He went in for a kiss but she pulled away right before his lips touched hers.

She smiled and shook her head.

Nick laughed then walked towards the door, unlocked it then walked out, and shut it behind him. He walked up the row to the front of the store,then went down another row.

"Where are they?" He asked himself. He looked down every row. It seemed as if this store didn't have condoms.

He quickly went to the back of the store again. He opened the door and slipped in and locked it behind him. He found Allie sitting on the desk wearing nothing but her underwear and his shirt.

"Oh, Wow." Nick shivered as chill bumps went up his spine. "You look, beautiful, Allie." He smiled.

"What are you waiting for?" She played with the shirt, making Nick go into a trance as she showed him her cleviage.

"I, uhh.. I couldn't find, any." He said. He took in a big breath of air. The room was full of heat.

"So." Allie smiled.

"So?" Nick slowly made his way over to her.

"That's not going to stop me. It shouldn't stop you. What's a little rubber not being there going to harm?" She wrapped her legs around his waist and started kissing his right ear.

"Allie, you could get pregnant." He whispered in her ear.

She started kissing his neck. She didn't care if she got pregnant. Nick would be the father. She would have nothing to worry about.

"I don't care, Nick." She continued. "I love you."

Nick's heart started pounding fast. He smiled. "She loves me." He thought to himself. "I love you.." Nick smiled more. "..but I don't want to do anything that we might end up regreting later on."

She looked up at him then pressed her forehead to his. "Maybe they have condoms but they're just behind the counter in this store."

Nick smiled. "Don't you think they might not give them to us. We're stuck in this store. They'll know we're having sex."

"I don't care. They could hear us, and I wouldn't care."

"Are you sure?"

She nodded her head then kissed his lips. "I love you."

Nick smiled once more before he left the room again. He opened the door and slipped out. He walked up the row, back to the front of the store. He slowly made his way to the counter, trying to find the words to say.

"Can I help you?" A woman asked, smiling behind the counter.

Nick looked up at her. "Uhh, yes.." He started. He made his voice softer. "Umm, do you have any.."

"Any?" She asked.

"Condoms?" He whispered.

The woman smiled and said, "Wait right here and I'll get them for you."

Nick wasn't breathing the whole time. He sucked in all the air he could. He glanced to the back of the store where the door was, then looked back infront of him.

The woman came back with a bag in her hand. She handed it to Nick.

"How much?" Nick asked.

"Don't worry. Hurry, take them."

"Really?"

"Yes, now hurry, before my manager sees."

Nick hurried away from the counter and headed for the back of the store with the bag in his hand. He opened the door slowly then went in and shut it behind him, locking it.

Allie was still sitting on the table, smiling.

"I got them." He smiled.

"I was thinking just right after you left, Nick..."

"What? You don't want to do it now?"

"No No, No.. I do. I really do. But I was thinking. I don't care if you have a condom on or not. I don't care if I get pregnant.."

"Allie.."

"No, I don't care. Because I love you, Nick. I forgive you. I understand now that none of this was your fault. I'm sorry. We could have spent so much more time together.."

"Allie, please stop. None of this was your fault. It's mostly Megan's fault. She fucked us up."

Allie looked away from him. Her eyes were watering a little.

"No, Allie. You look at me." He continued. "None of this was your fault. None of it."

He kissed her forehead then her lips. "I love you."

She smiled. She believed him. Even though she had the smallest idea in the back of her head that some of this was her fault. It kind of was.

Nick didn't see it that way though. He blamed it all on Megan. That bitch.

"Even though you gave that small speech about you not careing if we use a condom, I'm going to use one anyway. Alright?"

"Alirght." She laughed.

Nick placed his hands on her face then started kissing her. Allie pulled Nick's body closer to hers, letting the heat build.

He ran his hands down her back then placed them on her thighs then started to pull down her underwear. He stopped kissing her then got the bag and took the box of condoms out. He opened them then took one out and dropped the box to the ground. Allie watched as he tried opening it.

"Nick." She laughed. "Here." She took the condom from him and opened it.

"Sorry. I guess I'm a little nervous."

"Why? We've done this before."

"I don't know. I just.. I love you so much, Allie. I don't want to mess up anything with you again."

She put her arms around him and hugged him. "I love you."

Nick smiled then calmed himself. Allie unbuttoned and unzipped his pants. She was smiling the whole time.

They dropped to the floor. Allie pulled his boxers down and they fell to the floor also.

She smiled when Nick was revealed to her again. Nick started kissing her neck. Then down to her colar bone. He made his way up to her lips and slipped his tongue inside her mouth. He could feel Allie rubbing her hands down his chest. Closer and closer, farther down. Finally, she reached him. She grasped her hand around his penis while he made out with her.

He stopped kissing her and looked at her. "Are you ready?"

She nodded her head and moved her hand away. Nick took the condom and rolled it over his penis. He looked up at Allie who was now smiling. Nick couldn't help but smile too.

Nick scooted Allie closer to the edge of the desk and he moved closer too. He looked down then pushed himself into her slowly. He looked up into Allie's eyes to see what her reaction to the feeling was. Her hands were on the back of his neck.

He pulled out then went back in, going faster each time. Allie moved her hands to his back and started digging her nails into him.

"Wait." Nick stopped then took his white T-shirt off. Then pushed himself in and out of her again.

"Ohh, Nick. Harder!"

Nick drove himself into her harder, just like she said.

Moans would come from Allie every few minutes. Hard breathing, from each.. every second.

"Don't stop. Don't stop." Allie dug her nails deeper into his back.

Nick's shirt was starting to fall down Allie's shoulders. He thrusted himself into her each time harder and faster.

Suddenly it fell off and layed aross the desk behind her. Nick rubbed his hand over her right breast and sqweezed it gently.

Allie started to moan more than she was. Nick stopped and took himself out of her. Allie kept her hands on Nick's back, to scared to let go of him and his warmth.

He unrolled the condom off of his penis.

"What are you doing, Nick?"

He didn't answer her. He put the condom in the trash can beside the desk.

"Nick?"

He rested his forehead on hers. He took her right hand and held it in his. He put his other hand on the left side of Allie, on the desk.

He rubbed Allie's right hand along his chest while looking into her eyes. Allie looked down at where Nick was moving her hand. She looked back up at Nick. He kissed her lips.

She felt Nick slowly move her hand down to his penis, letting her feel the head of it, then rubbing around the shaft. Nick started to breath harder. He closed his eyes for awhile, then opened them again and looked into Allie's eyes.

He took his hand away from hers and placed it on the right side of her, on the desk.

Allie kept her hand on his penis. Nick kissed her neck then moved his body closer to hers. Allie rubbed her fingers along the shaft.

Nick looked down and watched as she did so. She took her other hand and wrapped her fingers around it. She looked up into his eyes and watched as he watched her.

Nick kissed her nose and smiled. Allie smiled too then kissed his nose back, then his lips. She looked back down at his penis and rubbed her hands up and down it, making chills go up Nick's back.

Nick looked up at the ceiling then closed his eyes tightly. Allie kissed his neck then started rubbing her hands up and down his shaft faster.

"Ohh... Allie, don't stop. Please don't stop." Nick said softly.

Allie kept rubbing her hand gently up and down his penis, keeping a steady pace. Suddenly, Nick pulled away from her hands, then came.

He was breathing so hard and fast. He looked into Allie's eyes. She was smiling up at him.

"I love you." He smiled.

"I love you more."

"No, I love you more." He laughed then kissed her nose.

"No, I love you more." She kissed his nose back.

"Alright, this could go on for awhile." Nick laughed more.

Allie giggled.

"I missed that."

"What?"

"That giggle. God, you don't know how much I missed that giggle." He kissed her forehead.

He pulled his boxers back up, picked Allie up, then went over and sat on the small couch on the right side of the room.

Nick sat on one end and let Allie lay her head on his lap. He looked down at her and ran his fingers through her hair. He watched as she closed her eyes.

He softly started to sing to her in a low voice:

With every apperance by you, blinding my eyes. I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do. You're an angle disguised.

And you're laying real still but your heart beat is fast just like mine. And the movies long over, that's three that have past. One more's fine.

Will you stay awake for me? I don't want to miss anything. I don't want to miss anything. I will share the air I breath. I'll give you my heart on string. I just don't want to miss anything.

He took his fingers through her hair still as she kept her eyes closed. Not knowing what she was thinking. He was just falling in love with her more.

So he kept singing to her:

I'm trying real hard not to shake. I'm biting my tongue. But I'm feeling alive and with every breath that I take, I feel like I've won. You're my key to survival and defensive hero.

If you want I can save you. Just stay here. Your whispers are priceless. Your presents is too. So please stay here.

Will you stay awake for me? I don't want to miss anything. I don't want to miss anything. I will share the air I breath. I'll give you my heart on a string. I just don't want to miss anything.

Say my name. I just want to hear you.
Say my name. So I know it's true.

You're changing me. You're changine me. You showed me how to live. So just say. So just say, that you'll stay awake for me.

Rate & Comment.
Part 27 will be out soon.