The Brightside Of Suffering [Chapter One]

The Brightside Of Suffering
Chapter One: Nostolical Evidence

        The sun glistens brightly reflecting off the aquamarine colored ocean. The tall waves crash down on a couple of the scattered rocks making its way to the shore and then retreating back slowly. I lay on a blanket my entire body covered with taning lotion as the blazing heat bears down on me. I hear something rustle and I pop an eye open to find my friend Spencer eating my Doritos.
        "So your not going to swim?" he questions poping more of my Doritos into his mouth and turning away as soon as I shrug my shoulders. "At all?" He says and I shake my head and close my eyes again enjoying the heat of the sun on my bare legs. I hear him close the Dorito bag and pop open a can of MoutainDew. He hums something softly to himself and then he stands up slowly, the tune still in his throught.
          His shadow falls over me and I groan rolling over and propping myself on my elbows without opening my eyes. I feel the sun once more but then I'm no longer laying on my baby blue colored beach blanket. Instead I am upside down in spencers arms while he runs toward the cold ocean; I flail my arms and kick my legs like a maniac to no avail. "Spencer, NO! PLEASE!" I sqeek as he reaches the water and then holds me above his head his hand clutching my waist. He steps in and keeps walking swiftly deeper into the water as I clutch his arms to make sure I dont fall.
          I hear his deep laugh and then I am sailing through the air; On instincet I close my eyes and reach out for something but my hands close around air and I'm doomed as I plummet into the salty water. At first its a calm decend as my hair flows up over my face and I sink deeper into the coolness of the Ocean but then something happens and I panic thrashing about and sprouting to the surface. I reach out blindly my arms sqeezed tight so that no salt water would get in them and I feel an arm. I pull myself closer assuming its Spencer and hold myself to it making sure my feet never touch the ground. Sure enough I hear his deep laugh and I open my eyes to see him standing there smiling. His brown hair is slicked back and his eyebrow is raised showing me one green eye.
          I reach for his other arm and pull myself closer wrapping my legs around his waist. "How was the swim darling Alice?" he asks placing his arms around my waist as I wrap my arms around his upper torso. He walks smoothly toward shore and I can see a bunch of girls oogling his muscles that take no strain at carrying me. As we pass one of the girls I cant help myself, "He likes it in the butt!." I say and bury my face in his chest. I wasnt lying but I wasnt being completely truthful either. His chest rummbles and I smile as we arrive back to my blanket. He plops me down and hands me a towel as he kneels infront of me.
          He says "Couldnt have been that bad." to himself and then looks over at me "and you KNOW I like it both ways doll." He laughs and sips his MountainDew as I roll my eyes at him. He moves forward and leans over me causing me to fall backwards onto my blanket as he settles contently ontop of me his weight set on his hands. I smile and wrap my arms around him pulling him down and then rolling on top.
          I curl my head on his chest and close my eyes as he laughs again and I feel his chest vibrate. I listened to the sound of his heart pump softly in his chest and I sigh softly making myself roll off of him. "I'm sorry." I whisper as I press my ear to his chest again and hear nothing but emptyness. When I open my eyes he is gone and my friend Sheila is laying on the towel next to me snoozing away. I wipe my hand at my eyes and curl into a little ball my breathing comming in short gasps and my eyes over flooding with tears. "Sh-sheila!" I say before everything evaporates and my body goes numb my head pumping with pain. I only feel her hand on my cheek and a soft drifing voice then I'm out.

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        "I believe she suffers from some sort of panic attack syndrom. What we can do is put her on these pills I call.." I close my eyes as the doctors voice drifts away down the hall with my mother in tow asking questions about every possible thing to do with my disorder. Sheila sits with me her hand in mine and her face clouded with worry at what the doctor had just said I had. I wasnt going to be ok as he'd promised I never would be ok and he just didnt know that.
       Sheila swallows softly and looks away "What happened?" she asks and lets go of my hand slowly but nicely. I shake my head and jump out of my chair walking toward the door.
         "I have to pee." I exclaim and walk out the door hurridely toward the bathrooms. As soon as I'm in there I collapse onto the floor and pull out my cell phone dialing as fast as possible. When I hear his voice I melt and I smile to myself; It was only a dream. "Spencer. Just wanted to tell you I'll be a little late today." I say softly and smile to myself as he laughs; oh how I just loved his laugh. We talk for a couple minutes and then I hear a knock on the door and I say good-bye as I pop open the door smiling at my doctor. My smile fades slightly as he grabs my wrist and looks at them and to his luck my wrists have never once been cut open. He smiles at me and I walk out after him trying to keep up with his fast pace. As soon as we reach the door my heart pumps irregularly and I clutch my chest but dont tell him.
          "I'll be sending you to do some bloodwork on tuesday; So.." He says and tears a page out of his little notebook handing it to my mom "These are your options of places and whatnot. If it happens again," He turns toward Sheila. "Take her to a hospital not to a doctor." I then walk over to her and rub my arm lamely.
          "I requested to be brought here, not her fault." I say and then I walk out of the room, still rubbing my arm as the weakness and tiredness I had been holding back erupts. When I reach the car I climb in and close my eyes softly hoping the nauseous feeling will go away; sure enough as fast as it comes it goes and I sit up just in time for my mom and Sheila to reach the car.
           "You ok?" They ask and I nod as we pull away from the doctor and I clutch my arm again wishing everything to go away.

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