this life

Once in the bulding, beca and sara whent off to religon while patrick and jaden whent off to gym.

Beca: ugh i didint do my math!!

Sara: waite did we have any?

Beca: i thought we did.. hold on

Just then a boy from sara and beca's math class walked by his name was eric.

Beca: Eric, hey did we have any math homework?

Eric:  no i dont think so.. if we did then i didint do it.

Beca: okay thanks

Eric: ya bye , c ya sara

Sara: yea c ya

Eric then walked off. Just then the warning bell rang.

Sara: ugh Beca we'd better get to class.

At that Beca and Sara both got there stuff out of there lockers witch were right next to each other and ran down the hall and whent into the religon  room.  meanwhile in gym

Patrick: So did you ask her?

Jaden: Ask who what?

Patrick: you know what im talking about, like how your in love with Sara.

Jaden: Dude shut up!!

Patrick: oh come on you should ask her to the dance.

Jaden: i...i cant it would just complecate our relationship

Patrick: you guys are so close im surpirsed you guys arn't dating.

Jaden: well what about you and Beca?

Patrick: What about it?

Jaden: you know she likes you

Patrick: no she dosint .. i wish she did but she dosint.

Jaden: Beca said she did, so you better ask her out.

Patrick: Can you tell Sara to tell Becai like her?

Jaden: shure as long as you shut up about Sara and Me.

Coach: run boys run .. i dont whant to see you guys walking  run!!!!!

Jaden: ugh it's funny we are the only guys that he watches when everyones running.

Patrick: hehe he prob likes us

Jaden: That or he dosint like emo's

Patrick: well i hope not but true.

Coach: come on guys move your ass

Jaden: haha it prob the first one .

Patrick: Now that i can live with haha

meanwhile in religon.

 Sara: So hows everything?

Beca: What do you mean?

Sara: I heard your parents fighting when i was on the phone with you last night

Beca: so?

Sara: so what happened are you okay

Beca: well after i hung up they came up stairs and started to argue with me then came the threats and shit, Then they went down stairs and argued some more.

Sara: oh i feel bad for you are you okay?

Beca made a fake smile .

Beca: of corce im okay why wouldint i be?

Sara saw the fake smile and grimenced ( why couldent her firend really tell her what was going on?)

Sara: yea okay then.

After class Rebecca and Jaden whent to film together while patrick and sara headed over to history.

Jaden: So whats up?

Beca: nothing much, oh we didint have any math homework

Jaden: good, oh patrick whants me to ask Sara  to tell you  that he likes you back or likes you  . you know whatever.

Beca: haha why couldent he just tell me that himself?

Jaden: I dont know i think he was scared to addmit it to you are something.

Beca: okay then

Just then as Rebecca whent to grab her stuff to go to film class her arm warmer wriped reviling a few red marks on her forearm.

Beca: DAM!!!!!!!!!

Jaden: you okay, shit Beca whats on your arm?

Rebecca then opened her locker and put her longsleeved sweater back on.

Beca: nothing , its.. its nothing lets just get to class okay.

Jaden: um okay?

Jaden  was fillied with shock he knew that Rebecca had allot of problems but he didint know how serous they were.

Meanwhile in histroy.

Sara: hey can we talk

Patrick: send me a note

Sara then got out some paper and wrote

so i heard Jaden likes me 

she gave it to patrick, he read it , smiled and wrote something and sended it back. it said

um yea

sara gigled , then wrote

well is he gona ask me out?

patrick to the note back and wrote

he  might lol, but first you gota say if you like him back .

Sara took the note and wrote

okay lol i like him  back

patrick took the note and wrote

you wanna go out with him?

sara took the note and wrote

yes lol, well talk about it at lunch k?

patrick looked at the note and just said

patrick: okay.

back in film class jaden passed beca a note.

jayden: we need to talk

Beca took the note and wrote

beca: okay

Jaden said: okay at lunch the others have to know to

beca: no i can't tell them , and you can't either.

Jaden: ugh fine.

after film class Beca and Jaden said goodbye , Jaden whent over to patrick and said

Jaden: man we need to talk

Patrick: okay shoot

Jaden: its about Beca

Patrick: okay tell

Jaden: Okay she u.. she cuts., I just tought i should tell you since you like her and i think she likes you back

Patrick: okay?

Jaden: okay before i talk to her ill ask Sara about it

Sara: About what?

Jayden: About Beca she cu-

Beca: HOW COULD YOU YOU SAID YOU WOULD NEVER TELL!!!!!

Rebecca ran off .

Patrick ran out after Beca , He found her under the bleatchers crying.

Patrick: It's okay Beca don't let them get to you they just don't get it.

He came to sit next to her and he put his arm around her.

patrick: im not here to insult you or tell you what your doing is bad im just here to confort becuse i understand what your going threw... look

Patrick then lifted up his sleeves to reveal allot of cuts , some new some old , and also some scars.

Patrick: you see i know exactly how you feel.

Beca stoped crying and looked at his arm. she touched each scar then showed him her own arm witch was cover the same way.

Beca: wow they look alike.

Patrick: yea i know

Beca: how long have you been cutting?

Patrick: A few years

Beca: about 1 year

Patrick: you see you have nothing to be ahamed about they just dont understand it.

Beca: yea but i have so many problems i dont know how to handel them anymore its drivibg me nuts.

Patrick: yea i know how it feels , like theres this wall that keeps on closing in on you and you cant get out from it.

Beca: yea exactly, so why do you .. well you know

Patrick then explained to Beca his problems and what he is going threw. He talked about how his parents never loved him, how he always whants to die, how he dosint know what to do with his life and many other porblems.

When he was done Beca explained about her problems as well. She talked about how her parents never loved her and thought she was retarted, how she didint know what to do with her life as well , how everyone judged her becuase of her wight and how she hated her life and whanted to die.

After that they just sat holding eachother under the bleatchers. They talked about how they liked each other, about life, about there problems, and music.  When the bell finnally rang they sat there for a while nither whanted to leve the other but they finnaly got up and cmae out from under the bleatchers. when they whent back to there lockers everyone was gone and out the door. They then packet up there stuff and walked out hand in hand.

they then waited for the bus.  ( patrick took it but he took it earlyer and rebecca was always late and missed the early bus). When there bus came they got on, paid and sat together in the back.