metamorphosis...

Dear Patrick, Pather or Paradoxxx-(which ever you prefer)......it's been a little over a year sence we have meet. I remember that day very well. The day a part of my heart went missing. We have both changed so much sence that day. You used to be a punk, now you are what i would call a watered down goth. And i used to be...well i don't know what i used to be, but i've changed alot too, as i'm sure you've seen.         Your look has changed so much. you used to have a mohalk, and smile non-stop. Now you've let your hair grow long and shaggy, and you don't smile nearlly enough. And your eyes, oh they have changed. They used to be brite and shinng, a beautiful light blue. Now they are a dark, dull blueish gray...   My guess is that the Drugs and sex have made you this way. When we first met, you were straight edge and a virgin. I also assume that Cassandra and Samantha have agreat deal to do with it too. By playing games with your head they have killed part of you.....     And even though we both have changed so much my feelings for you have changed little. i still wish, like i did when we first met, that we could be more than friends. That we could be a couple, a pair. So here i wait for one of us to change again, our metamorphosis, and see what it will be like then. I wonder if we could ever be more than this.-LOVE--Airbear-