The sweet life of Georgie. [2]

I woke up in the hospital, i didn't dare open my eyes.I knew if i was alive she couldnt be.i tasted puke on my breath i felt dirty, scummy even.
i tasted the copper taste of blood. what happened to me? i thought?
i couldn't seem to rember the prior nights, details.i heard an official sounding voice in the back ground. it was the docters, and the sobbs sounded like my mothers.mother!?
oh my god she must be worried sick!!!! i sat there and collected my thoughts trying to rember what i had done to get myself put here, i heard the doctor come back in."the tests are in". the docter said in a calm voice like nothing is wrong. "mrs. alsted". looking from my mother to her Ali's mother. "it looks like to me she is conscious but will probably not make it through the night. i am suprised she is even awake, with all the blood lost." she began to weep for her daugher. the daughter she hated,despised, beat and even tried to kill, just to put on a front. it made me boil inside. my eyes bolted open. who wouldn't make it through the night? i sat up, a shrp pain jabbed into my chest. i didn't care. i looked to my, left, window, scenic, pretty sunset with a shower of rain. i dint have time to even sit and ponder on it, i turned to my right. a doubled up corpse. red hair,ribbon,tattered white lolita. is that Ali i wondered.
and then it hit me. i heard her breathing i would know it anyday. i jumped up out of the bed. making my iv's fall over and bust open, the needles in my wrists ripping out.
and falling to the floor. i ran the whole ten feet over to the bed, it felt like an eternity. i thought please do not tell me, looking down i though i was gonna die she had the same panic/ pain stricken look i did, when i looked out the window. i started crying that is not the image i want in my head. it wasnt sad crying, it was why the fuck did i let this happen crying. i rembered the doctors words "she..wont make it through the night..." sadness struck all of a sudden, like a knife plunged into my soul a thousand times. i started shaking. "Ali" i sad stuttering. "Ali!!! please here me!".no reply still. i took her ragedy body, it was limp i shook her saying "Ali,Ali Ali". no reply.. i layed down my head on her chest, kissed her cheek and started moaning and crying "ALi cakes, i am so sorry...So Sorry Ali cakes". i heard a sigh.
"Georgie, is that you?" ali said weakly. "Yes Babie it is me, Are you ok." i asked voice shaking. "i am now my little Georgie, i am soo so very sorrie i did not trust you." she whispered. "it is ok babie" i whispered back. we sat there for a good min and
my voice broke the silence. "Ali, you know i love you more than life right?" "mhmm" she said. she knows i dont like this and just sat there for a few seconds before she started crying.  "i loved you since the day i met you and i love you till my last breath and much furthur." i smiled and said "me too babie" real close to her ear, so i knew she heard it. she touched her face with my hand "Georgie," "Yah?" i said shakingly."you was and are my life, i love you forever, i will always be in our special place waiting on you to retrn to love me." dont say things like tat i said. " i have been waiting for those words and now my time has come, its time for me to move on, i love you babie". "i love you more i poked." we both knowing we passed those games years before. she sighed and kept her hand on my face. "bye babe". she said. "one last thing, kiss me already" i did it was the most romantic, and sexy kiss ive ever had. we kissed for an eternity. then silence fell over the room. no more breathing, no more of her heart beat, no more of her." i kept kissing her until the heart moniter drew a blank line. "bye". i said, and stood there and weeped, while the doctors rushed in around me trying to get me to go back to the bed. "our secret place." i murmured, and fell over, blacked out from exhaustion

George Macneil