Walking through the halls
I really didn't know that my life
Was about to change drastically
Aside from everything I knew
Something unexpected
was about to pass by
It scared me through my heart
and into my dreams at night
I can't figure out the horror
that seems to lie beneath the surface
No matter the times I've tried
It doesn't seem to matter
but I can't help to wonder why
the concept doesn't mind
that throughout my time
I've done all to be good
but seems to help none
Why won't the tryst subside
in to things that matter more.
Ordinary.
the word that described me
I now wanted more than anything to be
Why can't I go back to the innocence
that made up my unconscious mind
Where had it gone
It vanished in that second
in the second that my whole world changed.