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About Me
 
.About Me.
I've tried to hide the truth. I really have. But it's slowly gotten harder and harder to keep the pain out of my eyes. And the reality is, I miss you. I miss hearing your voice, telling me everything will be okay. I miss having your arms wrapped around me, holding me close, like you wanted to make sure I wouldn't run away, when the truth was, I had no where else I wanted to go. I miss looking in your eyes and seeing my future reflected back at me. But most of all, I miss being able to call you "mine". But I guess that doesn't matter now, because your gone. And I don't think I'll ever have you back. But maybe that's better for me, because I know that if you were still here, nothing in this world would matter to me. I wouldn't care about anything except you. But even knowing what you do to me, even realizing I need to let you go, even realizing that I'll never see you again..... when I close my eyes, all I see is you. Is me. Is us. I see your eyes looking deep into mine, I see my smile that's only real when I'm with you. But the worst is, I see the future we planned out. But I need to realize, that no matter how hard I try, that will never come true. I'll never have you again. Your parents ripped away our dreams. So I guess now it's time to say goodbye. Goodbye to our lives as they were, goodbye to our future, and goodbye to laying out on the grass, watching the stars, and knowing that everything was all right in the world. And it's so hard. But this is where the sttory has to end, because if it doesn't end here, it will end along with my life, because without you, I have no reason to live. But I know I have to be strong, and I have to carry on. Because even though I miss you, I'll survive. But if one day, we ever meet again, I'll still be waiting for you. I'll always love you. No matter what happens.
.My Friends.
I Have A Few Friends On Here, And I Love Them All, Haha JK. But I Do Appreciate My Friends. And I Do Have One Very Close Friend On Here, Michelle. She spells her name differently though. Many Of Them Are Also My Fans, And I Would Like To Thank Them For That.
.Cute Stuff.
Click here to adopt Kitten Midnight Click here to adopt Cupcake the brown kitten @Save The World Site
.My Stuff.
Well I'm really into poetry, I'm a terrible artist unless I try REALLY hard. Well, I'm good at painting and stuff, but I'm horrible at drawing. I'm starting my first story, so please rate it and tell me what you think. Sorry if I'm not very good, but it IS my first try, other than the occasional short story.
.Music.

.Other.
Free Cat playing MySpace Cursors at www.totallyfreecursors.com
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On May 22nd 2009 LaurenLozX Said :
Hey no problem, it's fine. It's very good by the way :)
On November 14th 2008 kassie94 Said :
ch.5 and ch.6 of Nikol posted! ch.6 has action that only makes sense if u read ch.5! check it out plz!
On October 18th 2008 Gramdgirl54 Said :
LOL thanks. Well I don't see any reason to deny it! Haha I love you too. I miss you. I'll call you soon, okay? Haha well your going to Paris this summer, so why does it matter?
On September 23rd 2008 AnimaniacAsh Said :
Hey!, I Just uplaoded some ABSTRACT drawings!, and some realistic, hope you like them!, Abstract Baby, Choices, Color Blind, My World, Jelly Fish, Joy, Realistic Lamp, Nina Kaczorowski In Water, Nina Kaczorowski On The Edge, Teenager, thanks so much for looking at them!, your an awesome friend!, I'll be doing some more abstract drawings soon!, -Ash
On September 16th 2008 speederspider Said :
I used to have that exact same picture as my avator.
On September 16th 2008 AnimaniacAsh Said :
Hey!, I uploaded some new drawings, I'm also done some art in a new style I'm trying but I haven't been able to upload them, it's been coming up with errors, I'll try to work it out, if you have any ideas could you please help me out?,Realistic Adventures in Odyssey - Connie, sorrow, A Face, thankyou so much for looking at them!, -Ash
On September 15th 2008 AnimaniacAsh Said :
Hey!, I just uploaded some of my drawings, sorry it's been a while :/, Realistic Urn, Cree Summer, Baby Girl, Inked Girl, THANKS!!!, keep Rockin', -Ash
On September 13th 2008 afunkysippycup Said :
heyy got a new poem up, called Sidewalk Secrets! come and check it out! :]
On September 12th 2008 imanemogirl Said :
new poem,"I'm Fine!!!!" go look at it please!! (you are getting this cuz you are one of my fans.)
On September 10th 2008 AnimaniacAsh Said :
Hey!, I just uploaded some more photography, thanks for rating it :D, YOU ROCK!!!, Photography, Foggy Lake,Foggy Soccor Field, href="http://www.testriffic.com/artwork/artwork.php?id=82906">Drained, href="http://www.testriffic.com/artwork/artwork.php?id=82905">The Lake #2 THANKYOU!, -Ash
On August 11th 2008 xHickChick789x Said :
Do you mind if you could check out my latest story "Teardrops on My Guitar?" I need some feedback. Honest feedback, cuz I'm trying to improve. If not, it's cool, I don't mind. Appreciate it! Thanx in advance though.
On August 7th 2008 kassie94 Said :
NEW STORY "ALL I WANTED WAS OUT" CHECK IT OUT HIGH ENOUGH RATINGS AND I'LL POST MORE
On July 25th 2008 kassie94 Said :
NEW POEM "BROKEN" CHECK IT OUT PLZ
On July 17th 2008 PlayMoreWii Said :
Yes. Yes it is.
On July 1st 2008 kassie94 Said :
new poem I'll Prevent Myself From the Pain check it out and let me know what u think plz