People call me Kya, Sounds like [kay-uh]. I pretty much like ONE boy. Im a Goofball pretty much. "When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself." I believe everything happens for a reason, so I dont really live on my regrets. I think the past is the reason we are fixing the present because, we make up for our mistakes. Im the kind of girl who fakes a smile and says everything is alright, even though something could of ruined my day. I am the one to never lie, and if I do, I tell the truth two seconds later. Yes, I want to fall in love, but I can wait for it to happen. Plus, I cant predict when it will happen. & I am hoping that when it does, its with the right person. I forget alot of things. Sometimes I wonder what my life would of been like if I would of never moved to Salem. Then again there must be a reason I am living here. I can get depressed easily and I try not to show it alot of the time. I pretty much quit smoking and I dont drink as much anymore. So be proud of my improvements. Im trying to change for the better, like get my act straight and get ready for college. [[art♥photography]] I am a very into romance, and most guys cant handle me because of the way I act. I write poetry, and I write lyrics. I love photography, and I love black and white pictures. They are the best! I dont have a certain style. I dress how I want to. When I like someone, I start to like them alot, I tend to fall faster then they do, and it makes them run away. I got used to that quick. I am slowly teaching myself not to fall so fast. I have a journal that I write in pretty much everyday to remind myself of how my life was because I have really bad memory. I can be a cleanfreak, and I am very organized. I think it has to do with me being obsessive compulsive. But yeah I am done writing about myself. ;;♥;; You ask me what I think love is and what it means? My opinion is... May not be yours. But I will tell you anyways. Love is when you cant even explain what the hell it is. Pretty much you love that person. You spend time together, and might I add MORE time then usual. You kiss them and it actually means more then just a kiss. Yes I know... weird huh? but you know its true! and with the touch of their hand, love only finds its way to make it happen all over again...yes I know, mushy mushy stfu. I didnt ask your opinion...Then again you didnt ask mine..Im just telling you it, cause I can. But that doesnt give you the right to voice out yours...Cause I personally dont want to hear it...Anyways back to my fucking opinion... So yeah Love.. Its just a big ball of confusion. Some people find love amazing.. some people find it stupid after the person you "loved" ripped your heart out of your chest... I might say that if you feel that way...You have NOT found true love yet. Im sorry to hear that buddy. But yeah Love is amazing to me. I find it amazement. I have not found it. I might but I havent yet. Well at least not "true love" as what they call it.